Day 22, 3rd Weigh In (August 27, 2012)

So weigh in this morning wasnt too bad. I lost just over 3lbs this week so I am happy that it wasnt a stall or a gain. Hooray! Dancing a small jig because I have officially left the 270's and am now anxiously awaiting leaving the 60's. For a total of 25.4lbs down and 17.2 more to go till I hit my first goal. Its hard to believe I lost so much water weight the first week. I am happy to see that I am leveling out though. I just hope next monday continues with the downward spiral instead of the inevitable platuea. The hardest thing in the world for me is to continue what I am doing when the scale refuses to budge. it makes it too easy for me to fall off the wagon even if only for alittle bit. I cant afford to undo anything I have already done. I am just over 10lbs away from being pre baby weight for my 2nd baby. I AM DETERMINED!!!!

I didnt really eat well today because of guilt.

Breakfast: Nothing

Lunch: rediculously large broccoli slaw same as yesterday but the chicken was baked in the BBQ of americas spice instead of boiled. mixed with one avocado, chili paste, genorous splash of Apple cider vinager, and lucas and gomasio spice.

Late snack: 1 grilled spinach and cheese sammich on ezekial bread, toasted with coconut oil, and a grapefruit.

So that was all I have eaten today and lets just say that I have felt so guilty about eating the 2 slices of bread that I havent been able to bring myself to eat anything else. I have only had two waters today and no where near enough apple cider vinegar to drink. Of course To be honest I am really not that hungry right now anyway. But still guilt guilt guilt. I promise to myself to do better tommorow. I do have enough food to get me through just to lazy to cook anything hense the raw today minus the sammich. I am looking forward to Whole foods on wednesday and farmers market. I am desperate for some more farm eggs, I think I am going to have to get another 2 flats. 60 eggs just barely last us two weeks. i miss my boiled egg snacks. I think that or a spooful of nut butter keep me out of trouble.

Now on to week 4 of my journey, it is hard to believe it has been that long already, it is actually going by much faster than I anticipated. Nite All!